XAM – HELLP Lyrics
HELLP By XAM I should have focused on the love And my health before the fame I should have told somebody how I felt Instead of tightening the belt around my neck I should have asked for help But I’ve been asking myself everyday If it’s too late for me to make a change They say the grass is greener on the other side But I took a look at mine and it looked dry I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die ‘Cos that’s what I do with everything important in my life Yeah, I make it disappear I hide the evidence and act like it was never here I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again Yeah, I really need a friend I really need someone that I can let inside my head I’m in hell… help! I’m lonely and afraid I really need somebody by my side until the end [Chorus] ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression So I’m doing thi