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Soccer Mommy – ​royal screw up Lyrics

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​royal screw up By Soccer Mommy Okay, let’s do it I am a liar and my truths are shackled in My tension of fire, I’m the princess of screwin’ up And you wear your armour And you save pretty girls like me But I’m not so pretty When I am naked You are a mirror Say, “I’m the fairest of all” I am “fake it ’til you make it” in a can And you have a calmness That I could never understand But you let me in and You will regret it ‘Cause I’m only looking For my skewed reflection in You’ve fallen out of what I thought was love ‘Cause you are a question That I thought I could solve But you don’t need solving You’re just not what I want And I want an answer To all my problems There’s not an answer I am the problem for me, now and always I will break my own bones ‘Til my legs stop walking And my bed is my throne My room is a kingdom For the princess of screwin’ up And I’ll be the dragon I’ll hold me captive My world is sinking I am the captain of it all Of it all

Soccer Mommy – ​night swimming Lyrics

night swimming By Soccer Mommy I want someone who’s following a dream To want like me Feels the air inside their body running free I want the breeze While the moon is in the water And I’m dancing with the current in my clothes On the beach You stay with the earth ‘Cause you don’t understand that I would wanna freeze The irony Learn to dance, and I was swaying all alone Stiff as stone Lock your heart up in a place I’ll never know The distance grows Try to break your walls But all I ever end up breaking is your bones Bruises show Standing in the living room Talking at you staring at your phone It’s a cold I’ve known You watched me sink beneath the water like a stone Again let go I came for air and found that I was so alone I should’ve known I swam back to the shoreline And found that all you left me was a note I read it slow It said that you would love me But you knew that you would end up on your own A sinking stone A sinking stone A sinking stone

Soccer Mommy – crawling in my skin Lyrics

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crawling in my skin By Soccer Mommy Seeing black Seep through the cracks Pouring out of the walls I watch it creep and crawl Through my room But I can’t move Sedate me all the time Don’t leave me with my mind Paralyzed Paralyzed Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin Hide away A quiet place But it’s with me all the time In the corners of my mind Calling me To a dream There’s blood on my lips like wine My eyes glow in the knife Paralyzed Paralyzed Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin

Soccer Mommy – yellow is the color of her eyes Lyrics

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yellow is the color of her eyes By Soccer Mommy The bright August sun feels like yellow And the white of her eyes is so yellow The tiny lie I told to myself is making me hollow I’ve been choking on truths that I couldn’t swallow I’m falling apart over a memory And the weight in my heart is getting too heavy ‘Cause every word is a nail that slips in slowly And I can’t hammer it down enough to keep holding in And I could lie But it’s never made me feel good inside I’m still so blue I can’t erase the hue, it’s just colored over I’m thinking of her from over the ocean See her face in the waves, her body is floating And in her eyes, like clementines, I know that she’s fading And the light of the sun is only a daydream And I could lie But it’s never made me feel good inside I’m still so blue I can’t erase the hue, it’s just colored over Loving you isn’t enough You’ll still be deep in the ground when it’s done I’ll know the day when it comes I’ll feel the cold as

Soccer Mommy – ​up the walls Lyrics

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up the walls By Soccer Mommy Hate to be this person That’s climbing up the walls Scared the girl you love is hardly ever here at all ‘Cause no one’s really known me like you did when we were young Our love was our everything, everything you want But back then Tell me that you’ll leave me When everything is wrong Be there in the morning When the feeling ain’t as strong ‘Cause no one’s really known me like you did when we were young Our love and our everything, everything you want Still our love and our everything, everything you want Still

Soccer Mommy – stain Lyrics

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stain By Soccer Mommy You say we were built together Scribbled on a piece of paper And scattered apart You say that we’re drawn together Pulled off the refrigerator And magnetized at heart But I don’t think so And I thought I told you so But you pulled me close And went through me like a ghost And I hate the things That you trapped inside my throat How you made me feel With your words like chloroform And I hate the taste That it puts into my mouth Now I’m always stained Like the sheets at my parents’ house Yeah, I’m always stained And it’s never coming out Yeah, I’m always stained It’s a match that’s been burned down

Soccer Mommy – gray light Lyrics

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gray light By Soccer Mommy Looking at you Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed I feel it too Inside the gray light of my room Am I just like you? Am I gonna be there way too soon? ‘Cause I see the news Follows me closely whatever I do I can’t lose it The feeling I’m going down I can’t lose it I’m watching my mother drown Something feels loose I’m falling to pieces from one little screw I cry to the moon And beg it to change me or rip me in two These pieces of you They call for my body, it’s so hard to chew Oh, I see the news Stuck to my fingers, I’ve pulled at the glue I can’t lose it The feeling I’m going down I can’t lose it I’m watching my mother drown

Soccer Mommy – bloodstream Lyrics

bloodstream by Soccer Mommy Remembering running through my yard like a wild stream Just a little kid – blood flowing into my rosy cheeks Now a river runs red from my knuckles into the sink And there’s a pale girl staring through the mirror at me Maybe it’s just a dream Wish I could go back to sleep Hydrangeas blooming of the branches of park trees It’s a half-hearted calm – the way I’ve felt since I was thirteen ‘cause I may not feel it now, covered up the wounds with my long sleeves but I know it’s waiting there swimming through my bloodstream and it’s gonna come for me yeah it’s gonna come for me what did you have that I didn’t? and why am I so blue? someone’s talking in my forehead that says I’ll never be like you happiness is like a firefly on summer evenings feel it slipping through my fingers but I can’t catch it in my hands catch it in my old memories – ribbons running down from my bare knees I ran too fast, fell down on my face in the concrete I guess the le

Soccer Mommy – circle the drain Lyrics

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circle the drain By Soccer Mommy I wanna be calm like the soft summer rain on your back like the fall of your shoulders But everything just brings me back down to the cold hard ground And it keeps getting colder It’s a feeling that boils in my brain I would dial back the flame But I’m not sure I’m able I’m wobbling out on the wire And the lights could go out With the break of a cable Things feel that low sometimes Even when everything is fine Hey I’ve been falling apart these days Split open watching my heart go round and around Round and around Circle the drain I’m going down I’m trying to seem strong for my love For my family and friends But I’m so tired of faking ‘Cause I’m chained to my bed when they’re gone Watching tv alone Until my body starts aching And I think there’s a mold in my brain Spreading down all the way Through my heart and my body ‘cause I cling to the dark of my room and the days thin me out or just burn me straight through thi